Man I am sorry for your loss.
But to answer your question, yes. I've been to many funerals and of all my family relatives I didn't feel anything. I don't like to think of the dead as dead, if at all I remember them for the times I experienced them.
The only person who died and I cried for was a close friend of mine who died overseas. Mostly because of wasted potential, his worthless ideals and his needless sacrifice.
But I have the emotional span of a gold fish so I might not be a good reference.
If a law is unjust, a man is not only right to disobey it, he is obligated to do so. ~ Thomas Jefferson
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