Mine is well on the way to that lol, check my old posts and you'll find out some weird shizzle lol xxx
Yeah my last one wasn't great either. But it's life. You live and you learn. From what I have read in the past, you are a very strong person and you will make it through this just fine. Like Kry said, the right guy will come along one day, but for now, just focus on yourself and your baby.