"It is very painful and unpleasant for me when people tell me ‘Feda (affectionate version of Fyodor), we supported you! We waited up all night, got drunk. When it finally came on we raised our spirits, got drunk some more and cheered and yelled across the neighbourhood."
WTF?! He doesnt like having fans that are loyal and stay to late to support him? That is painful and unpleasant for him? Some people would love to have a loyal fanbase like he does.
Fedor is a tough puzzle to crack, such an enigmatic character.