honestly the best i can say if you cant make it to a gym is to just get to a regular gym and get in better shape until you can get into a real gym.
if you go solo after a year you will technically be where you would have been in 2-3 weeks in a gym. especially with kickboxing and bjj, you will get no where fast if you dont have instruction.
If a law is unjust, a man is not only right to disobey it, he is obligated to do so. ~ Thomas Jefferson
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