Nothing to be ashamed of kin. You looked awesome, just got caught. It happens to the best of them. I played sports all my life and am extremely competitive so I can understand why it eats at you. But use it as motivation instead of depression.
This doesn't take anything away from your skills bro. You are insanely talented.
"We are the children of your rivals,
Sig Credit: M.C
Holding guns while reading Bibles."