Just seen your feedback I took all of your nice comments (Except lugar0..) and told my instructor I would fight and he knows I am a nervous guy so he may wait a little longer but I will make sure it is soon this year!
Its weird.. Sometimes I get really pumped and motivated for having one, other times I just sh*t myself and think that I will never do it!
I suppose the first os the worst so it will be good to get it out of the way and that I will gain a hell of a lot from it! Even if I lose!