odd numb feeling today, my ex-BF passed away yesterday afternoon and just found out this morning. Not sad at all, he was a nasty piece of work. But more feel sad at myself and what he done to my life...
...not sure how to feel about that. should I be disgusted with myself? I'm currently on a Methadone program because of that guy!
Miesha Tate / Ronda Rousey / Rick Hawn / Ian McCall / Mike Pyle