That sucks man. I haven't been to a funeral so far, nor do i really want to attend one but it is what it is.
Yeah, that does suck. Before the funeral, when I got the news, I was kinda saddish, but since we weren't too close, I was feeling more sorry for my mom and his other relatives and debated whether or not to even attend the funeral, but decided that out of respect, I will. I even thought I would go out strong, but man, when you see everything with your own eyes, the crying, the man who you saw a month before lay dead in a coffin in front of your eyes, it broke me and I couldn't help but shed a tear myself.