Weening yourself off has always been a complete failure for everyone I knew. The only people I know who were succesful just quit, straight up. The physical addiction is gone in like a week.
I never had any problem quiting. I stopped and stayed at home so as not to tempt myself for a few days, then replaced ***s with food. Go cold turkey with the attitude that if you fail, you will neer get off and you will die.
Well now you do know of somebody who it was succesful on
Actually most stop smoking programs nowadays involve weaning yourself off. Many mainstream programs as well as ones offered at hospitals and such.
But yes the addiction felt does fade quickly if you can implement a little willpower. How long did you smoke before going cold turkey?
And to the OP:
Are you hanging in there?