Sure, had a performace review at work, went pretty well, it's a fairly new job so I was surprised that I made commission so early. (many didn't)
The later in the night I had a massive **** up that could possibly cost my my job.
Not only that, but the whole reason I have this job is because I'm not physically able to do the work I used to do.
Me doing the job I do currently goes completely against my personality and it's a huge challenge just to work every day, but I figure at least I'm not in pain and have to drown myself in painkillers like I used to.
I've always taken a ton of pride in any work I do and always give my best effort, anytime I screw up at all I feel absolutely terrible.
I used to go to the gym years back to let out my frustrations, but I haven't been able to go to the gym in years now, and I don't have anything to let anything out anymore.
All I feel right now is extremely angry at myself...pissed off that the one thing that seemed to be going great for me lately, can be ****ed up by one wrong move.
"You have a big word for a guy who don't have a gi right now." - Renato Laranja