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post #1 of 9 (permalink) Old 05-08-2010, 03:58 AM Thread Starter
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For our fallens soldiers, friends and family.

Oh im a tough ass, I don't feel shit. Its a "oh he died" moment and im strong in front of my wife.

I almost feel like crying. I lost a friend and I... I don't know or understand. WHAT THE **** DID HE DIE FOR?!?! he was me... he was you.. he was a good person... better than me. he was a decent guy, im so ****ed up. i wish it was me. im so cold and money seeking whore. i'd never die for the reasons he died. what the ****? I don't feel anything for most people. Narcissistic, its what they call that. What he was, is now the past tense. All his thoughts and dreams, behind him. Anything he wanted to do, any of his goals... unachievable.

Maybe im a *****. *edited for reasons known to me*

HE wasn't my best friend, and I miss him. what did he die for?!>



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Oh im a tough ass, I don't feel shit. Its a "oh he died" moment and im strong in front of my wife.

I almost feel like crying. I lost a friend and I... I don't know or understand. WHAT THE **** DID HE DIE FOR?!?! he was me... he was you.. he was a good person... better than me. he was a decent guy, im so ****ed up. i wish it was me. im so cold and money seeking whore. i'd never die for the reasons he died. what the ****? I don't feel anything for most people. Narcissistic, its what they call that. What he was, is now the past tense. All his thoughts and dreams, behind him. Anything he wanted to do, any of his goals... unachievable.

Maybe im a *****. *edited for reasons known to me*

HE wasn't my best friend, and I miss him. what did he die for?!>
He was a professional soldier, right?

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yea he was.

but i was extremely wasted when i made this thread. as i do not remember making it, but i was liking remembering the pain of my brother dying over seas in 2005.

recently a good friend of mine died in afghanistan. he was in the marines.



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I really dont know what to say......... I feel for ya man.

War sucks and IMO there are no winners except the history channel.

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sorry to hear that you have lost so much to this war. That is why these soldiers are my heros. i dont understand what makes them do what they do,and thats why im on my couch right now, and they are on the front lines willing to give their lives up for me and you. God Bless them all, because they are better men and women than i am.

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sorry to hear that you have lost so much to this war. That is why these soldiers are my heros. i dont understand what makes them do what they do,and thats why im on my couch right now, and they are on the front lines willing to give their lives up for me and you. God Bless them all, because they are better men and women than i am.
haha you are right. i was in 8th grade in 9/11. I joked to the teacher "bombs would come through the windows i set in front of" just so I could sit with girls i liked.

I laughed, but it cost my brother and a good friend. I just didn't see it at a time.

Now that im here, I wanna clarify. Members that know me beyond a year or so. I lost my motorcycle license because when my brother died in 2005 I got very drunk on vodka, put on my favorite tunes and went for a joy ride in down town chicago. Police tried to stop me multiple times, but I was arrested outside a 7-11 when I was drinking a mountain dew slurpie, that was my brothers favorite. I still haven't gotten over it completely.



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Sorry for your losses man... It's never bad to get it off your chest every now and then wasted or not.


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Sorry for your loss Xeb. Sometimes there are no words to express the feelings at the time.
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