So much...
I need to sleep I have this huge exam tomorrow that can totally kick my ass if I don't have decent thought process during it.
Sex is soooooo under rated, its just ******* amazing. You know moments hours ago I felt like I could just have it with one women for the rest of my life.
I cannot shake the feeling. The urge, strong innate desire to run, leave, escape. One month from now I'll be done with classes, it would be the day after I graduate and get my bach. I could even give my two weeks notice, without telling anyone. In one day, I would have my passport, duffel bag, cash and traveler checks. Wake up in london or prague or vienna. To afraid to be alone, can't leave the cage.
I'm in one of those "go read post secrets while listening to hold on by good charlotte then crying in the shower masturbating while wearing a whig"

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I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to
have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and
sticks when they've invented the lighter?