Originally Posted by ratm
So last night I did 3 five minute rounds, 2 back to back with different guys, a 5 min break, and then 1 more. Cardio wise I was spent, but not overly so. However, I am realizing more and more that I'm not very good. Kind of discouraging, but it is what it is. I only have 3 months training under my belt, and thats general MMA training and not 100% dedicated to BJJ.
just venting I guess..
Just be happy you are out doing it. It takes a lot of will and determination to keep training and putting in the effort, and I'd focus on having fun, enjoying it, and just be proud of yourself that you're putting in the time learning some new stuff and that you are dedicated.
Don't worry too much about "not being good", as you said you only have 3 months training which is basically no training at all when it comes to competition. Always keep trying to learn/improve and make sure you put effort towards it, but it's only been 3 months, don't worry about not "being good" yet.
Relax, chill out, and enjoy it.