yeah, I practice subs on my girl, but she's not the most willing participant. It's mostly just for fun. Anyway, I decided to join that gym I was talking about, and I have to take back everything I said about it. I heard some ugly stuff about the guys there, and I'd seen some of them fight in the local fights, a couple of which are pretty heavy into drugs/dealing and whatnot. However, my trainer is awesome, and the guys in the club are good, and clean. A few have rough backgrounds, but training and fighting is what keeps them out of trouble and motivated. I can't say anything bad about them, and I feel bad for judging them without checking the club out first. I'm feeling so much better about my skills after every single practice, and I'm hoping to fight this summer. My trainer is actually the guy who puts on the local shows, so that's pretty motivating.